Intermediate17:59

I don't want to be a girl

The video is a personal story of a Chinese rural girl reflecting on her struggles with gender discrimination and societal expectations, ultimately finding self-acceptance and empowerment through education and self-realization. Through her experiences, she encourages others to be brave, embrace their true selves, and shine their light in the world.

Published on 2023-07-13 · Used with permission

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